18

So we have 18 frozen babies

and we can’t afford to keep them frozen anymore…

and,

 

I might have just had

18 abortions

Like, fetal genocide.

All with Lumpkin blood

All heirs

All looking like

Lucy

Rae

and

Atticus.

All Funny

All special

All beautiful

All wonderful terrors

Now all His.

 

It feels like a donation to the Angelic Cause.

Do I get an extra jewel?

A lifetime warranty?

How about a book deal?

Because I released 18 of my little beings back to You?

Ugh…

 

 

Scan 24

 

(I drew this while waiting for my eggs to get harvested.  It was too early, and that’s why this man waiting for his wife doesn’t have a face)

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2 Comments

  1. Claire….this is very sad….but truly, it sounds like you and David did what you had to do and those 18 sweet peas are for sure with our God in Heaven and all His Glory!!!!

  2. Brings me to tears Claire. I remember my frozen embryos (there were 12)… we got Catherine. 🙂

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